Patient
I recently went to both St Joseph's and Southern and NEITHER hospital properly listened to me or addressed my pain. Both was waiting for 7+ hours for the bare minimum if that. I have been in excruciating back pain that radiates up and down my back, shoulders neck and legs for nearly a month, and has caused significant weakness/numbness in my legs, feet and hands. This has greatly affected my physical and mental health, I cant play with my children, I cannot do my job as an LNA, I can hardly lift my infant up or down, I feel unsafe carrying my daughter up/down the stairs etc. No one has any interest in actually figuring out what is wrong with me. Just send me on my way with muscle relaxers or steroids that do not work or I cannot take. They refused to do an MRI when all symptoms point to something neurological or an injury like a herniated/bulging disc. I went from feeling defeated to completely and utterly hopeless as it continues to worsen. And I have completely given up finding an answer because of these "doctors." I know what they see. They see a young girl in pain and assume I am drug seeking. I do not want pain medications, I dont want to mask the pain, I just wanted somebody to listen to me and to put in the effort to get an answer and help me get better so my life could go back to normal. Ill never go back for help for any reason, unless it is life or death. Now Im praying its a brain tumor or cancer and it kills me because I cannot get the help I need, and I am in such pain. I have never experienced anything as defeating and frustrating and de humanizing such as the Nashua ER departments. I left both departments bawling not from the pain, but from the frustration and hopelessness and the lack of concern as to why a relatively healthy 27 year old is all of a sudden in debilitating pain.